Conflict Confessions

I had a tiff with my wife over money as she is very spendthrift. but i feel bad whenever we fight.

I have been fighting to myself to get over negative thoughts and bad habits but its not helping me in anyway.

I had fight with my mother, i felt so bad bt it.

I am in dillemma to chose over my parents or my girlfriend. My gf is very supportive wheras my parents dont understand me, in this dillemma i left my house and gf . started living alone but now i feel very guilty of it, that i didnt support neither my gf or parents.

I was so much mentally distressed that I used to forgot many things. then I decided to do suicide which took ugly turn and was admitted in the hospital, my parents were so tensed over this. Today I am successful person, but still repent on this deed of mine.

I am so much confused all the time, that I forget many occassions like loved ones birthdays, anniversaries, due to this i feel guilty.

I used to beat my wife a lot then finally when she ran away from home since then i have been drinking like a hell.

I dream of kissing my boss.............dont know wht to do. He is a married man and very good looking. I know this is wrong.........but can't help...???

My best friend and i went out and as my friend has mood swings....i dont know why did she becname angry and lost her temper...without telling any reason she abused me spoke to me very rudely... i really felt very bad....is this how friends are??????

Today i had a fight with my husband and i spoke to him very very badly.... i even abused him...bcos i was so angry that i could not control my temper....i feel sorry i should have not done this.