I am severely depressed. I hate myself and don’t think I deserve anything I have. I feel sick whenever I look at myself. I have friends, I guess, but they don’t really know me. My best friend says I’m her best friend, but she says that about 50 other people so it doesn’t really matter. I am so exhausted, in pain, and feel so worthless. I have no idea why I keep bothering trying to be friend people and do things for them. I just get taken advan...More
I met a guy on an online dating site and we hit it off quite fast. We exchanged our pictures. we also spoke endless hours by phone. He told me everything about himself. He would call and text every single day for two weeks.
He said he really liked me. We were making plans of when to finally meet for the first time.
One morning I don’t message him. Usually we have an understanding that who ever wakes up first, says hello to the other.I don’t know why, but I just ...More
My dad is a chronic throat clearer. He clears his throat loudly and often, and it’s driving me crazy. I know it’s not something he has any control over so therefore it shouldn’t bother me. But I just can’t help it. Every time he clears his throat I have got irritatted too much.More
I am currently trying to drink enough because I miss my ex boyfriend. Even though I know it's a dumb idea. He told me he loved so I let myself fall. It was a mistake. It’s been 3 months. I still think about him everyday. I thought he was perfect in every way.More
I keep dreaming we are together again, happy, in love, with the child we wanted… It kills me every day that he is happy with someone else….More
I am just so very tired. I deserve this. I deserve to be alone.I’m so tired of trying. I’ve been broken over and over again since the first memories. Neglected by my parent. Friends moving away. What the hell is wrong with me? I don’t deserve to be happy. I don’t deserve to be with somebody and be loved. I don’t deserve to even have friends.I am so tired. I want to die more than anything in the world and I have for as long as I can remember. I am useless. I am...More
So, the truth is, I loved you. Oh, god, I loved you so much. I’d never been in love before. I met you when I was sixteen and I thought you were perfect in every way. The sense of humor, the sense of style and you were just wonderful. In every way. And the truth is, I changed for you. Honestly, I changed nearly all of me for you.I would do, and did do, anything. Anything to get your attention even though when I asked how you felt about me, your answer for over two years was alwa...More
I have been with my boyfriend for almost 3 years, no dating other people, no breaks. I love him, I do, but I’m not sure it’s in the same way anymore. In the beginning, nothing and no one could compare to him. I always had him at the top of my list of priorities. There used to be no doubt in my mind that we would get married someday, and now I don’t know if I can say the same. Within the last year, I have felt sort of distanced from him. We were close to a break up not to ...More
I am still very in love with my ex boyfriend. Problem is, I have a new boyfriend. My ex and I were together for 5 years. I have been dating my new boyfriend for about 4 months. My ex was the love of my life. My high school sweetheart. My everything. Before we dated, we were best friends for 4 years. I was certain that we were going to get married and be together forever. I really thought we would be that lucky percentage that made it. But with all that being said…I was not a good gi...More