Confessions

I had cheated my gf once because i was under the influence of alchohol. I feel guilty of this.

I had an affair with one of the guy from my colony but he diteched me later. Still to day, i havent forget him, I feel bad.

Since childhood, as i am the youngest child in my family, my parents have been expecting lot of things from me, due to this reason i have been going through depression pangs. I feel bad for not fulfilling their dreams.

I had habit of drinking so much, that made our home hell, due to this we had debts on us, we had to sell our house. but when i realised it was too late. but now i have overcome with my habit. but i still feel guilty of this.

I had a tiff with my wife over money as she is very spendthrift. but i feel bad whenever we fight.

My wife is very arrogant because of her i had to shift to other place to bring peace between my parents and her , but i feel guilty leaving behind my parents alone.

I doubt my wife that she has been disloyal to me for many years and I dont know how do I go about it. 

I had an abortion as my medical condition was not good and it was adviced by doctor but still I feel guilty of this that before the baby born i kiiled it.

i tried to kill myself by eating sleeping pills somehow I recovered from the loss but it still haunt me those memories.

whenever i get angry, i tends to try to harm myself. I feel guilty about this.