Confessions

My child is mentally ill, I am trying my best to make his upbringing as like a normal child. I feel guilty that I am not a good mother.

I took vengeance with my cousin as he is used to insult me everytime by teasing me in front of people. So one day, I got a chance to humilate him as well and I tried to make him understand in a party but took vengeance by his way only. I feel bad about it.

I hated being alone all the time, as my parents never approved me to go out and i feel bad about this that I could never enjoy my life.

I saw one group of people who were involved in human trafficking and the police arrested them but when they bribed them, they leaved those people. I feel still bad about it.

my brother had negative attitude towards girls. I tried to change him a lot. i feel bad for him.

My uncle used to do nothing when it comes about earning money and he used to fight with us. I used to feel very bad about it

My dad was in army and he was very strict about everything. When I eloped with a girl whom I loved so much, still my parents did not approve of this. and I feel especially bad about this for my wife  as she has also left her parents for me.

Those were the times where I used to wander here and there without doing anything, i still feel regret of this. But today Iam trying to work on this. even though, I am improving but I feel guilty of this.

My parents were very strict about timings due to this reason, I could never enjoy outings with my friends. I feel still bad and gulity about this that if i would have convinced or used other methods for opposing. I could have enjoyed more in my life. 

My parents do not understand my ambitions at all. When I ran away from home and started living alone, but feel bad about them by leaving them alone behind me. But Now they talk with me. I want to complete my masters in mumbai and then ill go back home.